Problems. Problems. Problems. No one’s run out of them. Everyday, there’s going to happen, might break your heart, might left you thinking, worried, sad or even devastated but you need to pull yourself together, set your mind and do something. SOLVE IT because the best way to solve it, the best way out is to go through it. No matter how hard it is, no matter how devastating it is, you must never give up :) You woke up today for a reason so you must use it. And it doesn’t mean that if you have a problem, you’ll forever be lonely, because you won’t be. problems are going to happen in our lives, we’re not perfect, we’re all humans so expect it. You just have to trust God :). Follow Him and not people. Smile, smile and smile, coz’ there’s always another chance called tomorrow. Remember that Problems are like washing machines. They twist us, spin us and knock us around. But we come out cleaner, brighter & better than before. :D
just think of it as this way, that every problem is a gift- without it we would not grow, not learn :)
Breathe in, breathe out :)
Silence, cries and unspoken words sends more messages than ten thousand speaking tongues. They’re messenger of grief and a symbolism of unspoken love.
i feel like im losing it all again. i wanna scream and be mad at the world but then i realized it’s me who’s the troubled one, the mess, the problem. as much as i wanted to end this pain, i can’t, i should stay firm. i must have faith. must not lose hope. i just need to put in my mind that i need this, they need this. i need to do it. everything’s worth the sacrifice.
END & START
It is really true that when something ends, a new thing will start. When there’s a goodbye, there’s a hello.
People tend to get scared when it comes to goodbye, maybe because
they’re we’re afraid of letting it go and thinking that it won’t happen again. Afraid maybe something new won’t be as good as the old. But we need to learn to let go. We need to grow up. Create ourselves more. Discover new things. Learn to adopt but I’m not saying to forget all those things in past. We have to, of course, keep them in tact, treasure all those memories. We may never experience it in our new hellos, but we can always look back from the old/past.
My Top Issues
well I have a lot, so here’s a list of it (well..not really, its barely the half of it)
- People - well (overused yeah.) mostly plastic and bitchy ones, even though Im one of them still, the difference is, I can control mine and they can’t ;p
- Extra fats - Im actually used being called fat, yeah already know that, but then again, every girl or mostly wants to have their own dream bod just like me :) And I hate extra fats, who wants one?
- Copycats - I HATE THEM! GO ROT IN HELL! :D haha joking. I don’t know but they just irritate me :) (this can also be added to ‘people’ category issue but I tend not to coz’ I can
- Sleeping - I love and hate sleeping coz’ sleeping relaxes me but then again, I hate it coz’ this is the only reason why I need to stop reading -_-
- Fakes/Great pretenders/Flirts/Feeling Close - I.
HATE. LOATHE.HATE.YOU (I’ll sound like a wicked person if I put loathe):)
- MY FACE - yeah I hate it. DEAL WITH IT.
- DROP-DEAD-GORGEOUS-ALMOST-PERFECT-HOT-POSSESSIVE-DREAMY-BOYS/YOUNG ADULT - WHY CAN’T I JUST HAVE YOU??! WHY WHY WHY?! e.g IAN SOMERHALDER! MATT BOMER! :D
- MY FACE
MY FACEMY FACE & BODY hahaha
- MY FACE
now you know haha :)) Laters, baby
haha! People telling me that Im back to normal again just because I have a crush =_= oh golly! hahaha well its just a crush :)) and plus, we’re not even ‘BAGAY’ or meant to be since he wants to become a priest :/ :(( :”( hahaha..so its impossibRUU! :DD
but on a brighter note, I got a chance to take a photo with him! (but he doesn’t even know my name :// ) haha <3 <3 but that photo will be forever hidden! since its mine! only mine! WHAHAHAHHA!! (i sound like ursula -_-..nvm)
he’s really GORGEOUS AND A TOTAL GENTLEMAN IN PERSON ha!! :DD very down to earth and has a prince charming look! :D That is all my friends! byeee :**
i really hate those people who are BIAS. urgh why can’t you all just treat everyone equally?! There’s gonna be no problem if you did right? God does it, why can’t we?
(hahaha.) Last night, my kuya arrived from Tobacco, Legaspi. He was there the whole day because he was taking up the entrance exam in MAAP. So, the day before saturday, I talked to my kuya and joked to buy me and rayana a ‘pasalubong’, I told him, “Kahit ano nalang basta 1D haha! or pwede ring shirt? or magazine? or basta kahit ano:D” . Then he replied, “Yeah! basta kasya yung pera ko” . Then yun! yun yun eh! :)) Ngiting tagumpay ako! haha.
Then, kuya arrived, I immediately stood up and went to him! haha #Excited-much! and then before giving his surprise, we all went to our living room and we all talked about what happened, he said the exam was really really hard and that the proctor is really strict :/. Then he handed me a paper bag! National book store paper bag. At first I thought, YEY! NEW BOOK!! :D then I opened it and saw two One Direction cover of Candy Mag! YEY! even though it’s not a book still its ID so yeah! :))
He told me, he couldn’t find anything with 1D :/ so he bought it instead. I thanked him of course! wohoo! :D
urgh. so bad trip today haha >.< People are people and I hate them! I despise them! I loathe them!! My head saying, can you do me a favor? please don’t breathe anymore! thanks! :D Oh gosh! If i could just tell it to them frankly! I WILL!
But on the brighter side, I just read TG’s Mag Sept. Issue. There are things and quotes or advice there to survive bullies or haters etc. My fave quote there was from Daniel Padilla, my ultimate crush he said;
“Don’t make things worse by hitting back”
He’s right, so yeah! I might as well follow him. But that doesn’t stop me from hating those people who annoy’s me or made me mad/frustrated.
Things that lighten up my mood today:
- New Diary!
- Paint :))
- New bag!
- Bought Sept. Issue of TG Mag
- Roasted Chicken for dinner!
- yey yey!! :))
Here’s what I painted. This is just a warm up for me whahaha :)) It’s hard to color since Im using a bond paper :// I dunno what to paint and when I was painting this (THIS IS NOT YET FINISHED OKAY?) Marceline’s hair pop into my head whaha!! :D
oh I didn’t use any brush btw :) used my hands for this..